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Ladies an gentleman. Last drawing of the year. I'll leave the meaning up to you all, I'd be very glad to see your comments on this. I showed it to some close friends of mine and I'm glad to know they could feel the emotion from the drawing, which is kinda how I've been feeling for the past 3 months, faking smiles. So this is how it goes: The girl in the picture is supposed to be me, being controlled like a puppet. The clothes I'm wearing there mean a lot to me (I'm considering burning that shirt, no joke) as well as the necklace that's falling. The colour is fading from her clothing and herself overall except for her eyes. Her eyes are still bright green just like her hopes for better things to come are still up.
2013 was a blast for me. A year full of changes, new things an great experiences I've never lived. I can even say it was the best year I've ever lived. I improved artistically (I can now draw different poses), I met a lot of new people, I spent great moments with my friends and for the first time, with someone else by my side who I still care about. Unfortunately, the year ended a week ago for me with an expected break-up, which was like a bullet through the chest. I've never been able to represent my bad feelings to a drawing like I did with this one; maybe I finally could because this was such a big deal for me, and it feels so good to speak out through a drawing.
Sorry I made you read haha, I just needed to speak it out.
However I hope you guys like the drawing. I'm practicing new poses guys o/ Thank you for talking the time to read this. Whoever you are, I hope you and your family have a great new year!
2014 FUCKERS. WOOO.